When this door closes

Before saying your last farewell to me
Please stop for just a moment and look at me while smiling
Stay for just a bit, you who had given light to me
Even if it’s the end, I don’t want to show you my tears, so you

(While putting on a smile for you) I say thank you, for making these happy memories
(Shining with an awkward smile) I’m sending you away like this but

When this door closes, when the image of you disappears
I’ll probably spend the day in tears, because of the memories with you, I’m left alone
I wish that you’ll be happier
When I let go of this hand now
I’ll no longer have any reason to smile but when I see you smiling
In another’s embrace, I’ll try to smile

At the end of your long relationship with him
Please know that it’ll be me standing there, waiting
Even if you ever get flashes of memories with him
I’ll try to promise that I’ll make you smile even more than those times but you

(If you show me your tears) And say that it’s difficult, because there is only farewell by that person’s side
(While I hold onto your hand with a blank expression) I’m holding onto you like this but

My heart has become weak, before I can be with you again
So that you won’t see me while my tears come out, please don’t look back and just go

~perasaan tengah sedih bila mengingati seseorang yang pernah mencintai aku tapi tiba2 meninggalkan aku kerana seorang wanita yang tidak beragama.... nak menyesal pun tiada guna..

~sukarnya memadam parut di hati ini.. :(

~ semoga satu hari nanti kau akan sedar betapa seksanya di tinggalkan...

~saat itu kau akan rasa dunia kau gelap tanpa soul...

erghhhhh pehal lah aku teringat kat kau nie...tolong lah pergi lah jauh2 dari hati nie...